bertepuksebelahtangan

I hate that I love you
I hate that I love your smile
All this sensation
Just take it away
Even if seeing you
Is all thats keeping me sane
I hate that I can’t live without you
I hate that I dream about you at night
I never intended to love you
Until I thought you were gone
I hate that I am so stupid
That I never realized my feelings
They’ve been there since the start
I’m afraid of commitment
I’ll end up with a broken heart
I hate that I need you
I hate that I’m actually writing a love poem
I never knew I’d actually ever feel this way
I never knew it existed inside of me
I hate that we will never be together
I’m so sorry for what I put you through
Your so much better off with her
I hate that the pain on the inside
Has physically consumed me on the outside
I hate that I adore you
I hate that your my other half
I hate that we need to stay friends
Even though I might brakedown
You would never hurt me
But possibly set me down slowly
I’ve gotten everything I’ve ever asked for
Everything I’ve ever prayed for
But yet I want more
Your the only thing missing
It will always be that way
I’m selfish for wanting to keep you
I know I will have to let go
I hate this because I always wanted this
I just didn’t know I would have to go
I’m sorry I’m so selfish
I’m sorry your my need
I’m sorry that I hurt you
Take all thats left of me